decision

There are time we can't judge by wrong or right, only know decision must be make and we made. 

Headache

Headache, 头痛的事。

CCTV, IP Cam, 1080p? 2MP? Onvif support?  Price?!!

Works, how to break each n-columns as a group and save as new row? Looping?

Be Dumb

Most the time after work, have dinner and shower, I prefer be dumb. Just playing some brainless games, or watch some entertainment shows, laughing and forget it thereafter, or read some books, or even better just lay down on chair and do nothing at all.

Some time it is just to scary to think: the future, the money, career and blah blah blah.

Just brainless for few hours and go to sleep. Wake up and it is another day.

日子

忙忙的人生，却又茫茫。莽莽地过一日又一日，惶惶地看一天又天。

Sleepless

Sleepless nights, getting more and more often.

Too much things in mind.

Fascinating . Training

One of the interesting feedback I got, always, during training to customers on company software solutions is : This is not what we want!

Fascinating! Always fascinating!

Either the sales person was bluffing about the solutions, or the customers do not really know what they want.

Ready made solutions are presented as it is to customers during initial inquiry. Further requirements were gathered beforehand to customise the solutions suit to customers needs.  

But still, during training of the solutions prior to launching, always got surprised feedback, like the one mentioned, like the solutions should do the other ways, like why the solutions do this way, et cetera.

After many experiences, nowadays I only can advise customers, do check with the in charge person on the requirements. I only do training based on the solutions features.

沉。默

从来，解释是累人的，尤其是对我而言。不善于表达，想把事情解释清楚，只会越来越糟。

后来就越来越不去解释了，做认为对的，对大家都有益处的，即使他人误会了，也不想去理了。

理解我的人都知道我不自私的，都常常为他人着想，以多数人的利益为主。有时的却是累了自己，还要给他人嫌弃，觉得自己为何要那么辛苦那么笨。

所以啊做自己想做的事，认为是对的事。直到有一天觉得自己不被需要了，那就往其他地方去，其他需要我的地方或工作去。

不安

不对，心里总是忐忑不安，有东西不对。是我的思想不对，生活不对，人生不对，工作不对，还是什么不对? 说不出。

Maybe I am just being depressed, too wander in life, over worry on things.

活

不多不少，却也没有刚刚好。

不哭不闹，却也没有安静过。

不再笑，不再被可笑。

Proven

Life's experiences prove that, if something was told earlier before the incident, most likely people wouldn't care nor remember it. But if thé people have faced the problem and was seeking for solution, then it would be remembered.

Moment

享受一个人时候，可以静静地想东西看东西，不被打扰。

也享受一群人时的热闹，嘻嘻哈哈的，乐。

对的时候，对的环境，对的人，享受对的时刻。