it is kind of mistake listening to those sentimental love songs, in the space and place that she was here few hours ago. songs kill me softly, thinking of her, her smiles, her dressings, her voices and just her, and her and her.
office's life is tough, while working on the office tasks and missing her at the same time is tougher to handle.
不喜欢那种患得患失， 及害怕失去她的感觉。一边工作边想念着坐在不远的她，边被那些感觉侵蚀，心脏跳动频率越来越快，呼吸困难。有种想逃离的冲动。
知道自己在乎她， 喜欢她，爱上了她。 是自己把一切都搞坏了， 是自己把自己困在自己的世界里，想法里，逃不出去。
爱情， 学不会的东西，是不是都要做失败者？
也许， 我该让感觉离开，逼自己放下，即使放下其实只是在逃避，不要面对自己的感觉。
you are beautiful today.
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