和家人团聚，是最开心的事，尤其是平常少见的。
以前年轻时，觉得和家人在一起没什么，就在一起咯。但自从有家人离世后，尤其是爸爸，然后外婆，然后舅舅，连续三年，离开，感触深。
人与人见到面，不是必然的，也不会是永恒的。会在刹那间，突然不在了。可以不吵架的，能忍下来的，只要大家高高兴兴在一起，就算了。
Friday, March 29, 2019
Thursday, March 28, 2019
Move Forward
When there was problem and passed to support team to check, 2 hours later came back with explanation of "maybe because of the condition A that causing it does not work properly".
Well, 2 hours ago, it just took me 2 minutes verified that "condition A" wasn't the cause and it took 2 hours for someone to told me "maybe" it was the cause. What would I think?
Either the person thought that I was stupid or the person has work attitudes problem. 2-hour to only came out with "maybe" that I had already solved within 2 minutes?
Everyone can do his or her job well, it is matter of attitude. From time to time, I watch and evaluate people: who can be count on, who will try to fool me with excuses, who I don't put hope on that person. Everyone can't be the same, has different abilities and knowledges, but the work qualities are all depending to personal attitudes.
Some people tend to complain a lot, "so many things to do, how to multitasking!" But what fascinating is, ironically, those people are multitasking personal stuffs at the same time while working, for long long hours. Umhhhh...can't multitasking?
The very basic and fundamental toward work qualities is, focusing. Of cause not everyone can focus for long time, it may got bored and brain stuck, can't progress. But focus more on work than personal stuffs is still the only way to have better work qualities.
During the old time, I used to pushed colleagues to do better and better, because I think this is what a friend shall do. But nowadays, no more. It doesn't worth for me to care much of others anymore, just be mind on my own business.
After 12 years with this company, it doesn't seem for me to grow any better anymore, everyone likes to be in comfort zone. Comfort zone always kills people softly in working life, till the day find out and it is too late.
Unfortunately, for software house, in this century, where speed and time bring opportunities. With the highest competition on going, where others come out products within week but months for us, I know this company will not move fast forward on growing. It may survive for couple of years, but don't expect much on bonus or raise of salary.
It shall be the time, shall be the time now.
Wednesday, March 27, 2019
Tuesday, March 26, 2019
为妳。灿烂
也许只有我在乎，只是我自恋，她都不在意这花存在与否。
第一次，见到这花开了这么多，有二十几朵。真希望那天她来上班时，有见到。这些花，是为她而开，为她灿烂。
我都希望她是第一个见到花开的人，就像我渴望早上起来，见到第一个的人，是她。也希望在她需要人陪伴时，需要人帮忙时，我是那个在她身边的人。
我渴望，我和她，一起灿烂，陪伴左右，走人生。
也许，都只是我自恋而已。
Wednesday, March 20, 2019
熱熱熱
最近天气熱，很熱，即使坐着不动，也会出汗。
晚上，靠着一把电风扇，睡觉。其实过了凌晨4点左右，都不熱了，都会自动起来把风扇关掉。
朋友们都好奇，没有冷气机，空调，怎么睡的着。
这个嘛，训练出来的。就是让自己，在任何的环境下，讓自己适应。不然有一天，这世界变了样，习惯舒服，就很难生存了。
闷熱，就是裸睡的好借口。
驚蟄。重生
驚蟄，万物惊醒，重生。
往年，到了阳历三月第一个星期，过了驚蟄，就会把头发剃光，意味着讓自己重生。
今年，感觉不一样，心里告诉自己，还不是时候剃光，要继续留。
这样也好，看自己有多能耐，训练自己。天气那么熱，头发长，如受不了，人就很容易烦躁。
可能过了清明节吧，才会剃掉。
Friday, March 15, 2019
Bunga Raya 大红花
This is very rare type of hibiscus, bunga raya. Somehow its seed flown to my house and grew itself. We saw it but we all just not really care, until a day I discovered it is family of hibiscus. Interesting as it is very different than all bunga raya that I know and seen in Malaysia.
And more interesting is, the colour changed when I plant it in front of office, it change to dark red.
Wednesday, March 13, 2019
Saturday, March 09, 2019
Thursday, March 07, 2019
Monday, March 04, 2019
Monday . Training day
Monday, a blues day, not suitable to have training as well, especially got to woke at 6 morning and get out house at 30 minutes later.
Monday blues + moody + blur blur + tired + body aches....damn what a day
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