how are you M

That 2 days, driving through danau kota, I thought I saw you.

Maybe it was just my delusions. 

一月十五

夢。妳

夢里 見妳

心

依然悸动

依然激动

夢里 的妳

灿烂的笑容

往日依旧

思念依旧

夢里 听妳

說着着他

心

还会心碎

It is love

You are, then, now, and always in my heart.

Tu vis dans mon coeur.

可以吗

我想住进妳的心里，永恒的。

我想紧紧拥抱着妳，贪念着。

143 . I Miss You

A midnight, raining. Do you sleep well? If I couldn't have you with me, I wish I will see you in dream.

I know I will. Will you too?

Good night. You, in my heart.

死。爱

为妳写了诗
从此都想死
遇见震撼死
不见妳像死
想妳想到死
思念妳要死
渴望拥抱死
爱妳爱到死

1月15日，我记得这日子。

Pointless

Half way of doing the appraisal, thinking the comments part, to put down complaint but what for, to write things that learnt but what for, to list down personal challenges but what for, to tell improvement of company but what for

Everything just meaningless when no one care and share.

Meaningless and emptiness life, without having you.

I am crazy again.

你笨 你木头

不想再听你讲话 你每次都这样的 喜欢人就过去和她聊聊天啊 你都不去。

讨厌你 讨厌你 聊天都不会 讲话都不会 你好笨。

只会静静偷偷看她 注意她 担心她。有鬼用啊!

祝福

每一个祝福 给妳

Blues

Monday, blues.

See u, miss u, want u, need u.

Miss u.

M

Stronger the feeling is
Deeper that I fall

Will you
Be there
Holding me tight

Lend me your arms
Touching my soul

Every me of me
My whole
Is yours

为妳

为妳写诗 为妳留下我的心情文字 是我给妳最真诚的礼物 我的内心 我的我

Mu Ilham Ku

Biarkan lah ku tertelan
Dengan bayangan mu
Siang malam
Terapung-apung

Biarkan lah ku terlumpuh
Dengan mu dihatiku
Siang Malam
Terhanyut-hanyut

Biarkan lah ku
Rindui mu hatiku
Biarkan lah ku
Mu ilham ku

M。喜欢妳

忙着忙着 ， 忙着工作，忙着活动，忙着生活。然而，只要是那么一秒的空闲，想着的都是妳。

看见妳，思念也只会更深。即使只是妳的背影，妳的声音，都在拨动我的心跳，吞噬我的思绪。

为什么?为什么?

其实，是知道答案的，不是吗?

只因，我。喜。欢。妳。

Are You Ok

I can't know why, but I am just worry about her. Maybe past few working days was busied with tasks,  didn't watch her much, or maybe because she was quite silent recently.

可是，我不需担心她的，不是吗?

I just hope she is fine and safe. Yeah, she is fine and safe for sure, just me think too much.

没有。喜欢

我没有喜欢妳
只是一个人静下来时
妳影子总在脑海里

我没有喜欢妳
只是走着睡着呆着
常常会思念妳

我不会喜欢妳
虽然妳的声音
一直在耳边荡着

我不要喜欢妳
即使心里总是
惦记着妳

我不可以喜欢妳
因为遇见了妳
我失去了自己

我不喜欢妳
只是会渴望
深深地抱紧妳
保护妳爱护妳

我真的没有喜欢妳
只是想和妳在一起
一起走过余生

离不开的离开

妳离开着
安静的我 静静坐着
忙着 痛着

妳离开着
静静的我 心里呐喊着
撕裂的心 喊着妳的逗留
喊着 撕裂着 渴望着

妳离开了
空间空荡荡的 荡着
妳的影子 气息
思念 荡着 回荡着

妳离开了
呆呆的我 呆待着
思念着

。。。。。。
很久不把对她的感觉写下来，因为越写就越深，刻骨，牢牢在心里。可是不写，又不能对她说，就没得抒发，就压抑着，难受。

Two . Voices

"You still like her, still miss her, still have your heart on her. Go and ask her out."

"Don't. Already embarrassing her with the flower, some more with the stupid love messages, annoyed her,  disturbed her life, want to make it more worse!"

"No no no. You just told her about your feelings, not disturbing her, not a stupid."

"Why you so pathetic. You are nothing to her, you are joke, just a old man, old senior. You are scary and annoying, bad tempers."

"Just go and ask her out, as a colleague, as a friend, as a gentleman, make her like you."

"Don't dream lah, it won't happen. She easy going with everyone but not you. Why. Because she doesn't like you, because you are scary."

"Just follow your heart. You want her be with you, happy seeing her. Don't listen to the devil whispering."

"Do you think you are good enough for her. What can you give her."

"You know you will give your best to her, love her with your heart, she is your world."

"Ya right, your best to her. What best you have. The best that you have is still not good enough for her. If not why you ex-girlfriend left. Because you are not good enough."

"Ask her out. Make her happy."

"You got no hope lah. You are boring, not romantic, talk empty, don't know how to cheers girl up. No girl likes you. She doesn't like you."

........

214。爱一世

又见2月14，又到情人节了。又是单身的我。除了那五六年不是单身外，我的人生大半世都是一个人过情人节。

久而久之，都习惯了。

心中有爱，有个喜欢的她，虽然没能在一起，还是可以惦记着她，但单身过情人节。

214，爱一世。