Spirits...Surrender to 'life'

would you ever worry about your life till you fear on it? would you so confident at first place but have lost own faith on yourself?

it's not a sin if you are really feeling this way, but you will be losing yourself slowly, and your soul too to the 'life'. You will not fight back and defending yourself anymore, and instead let the 'life' swallows yourself pieces-ly.

Why, not fighting back? 'life' makes people surrender, most the time. who ever that does not give up, might achieve things they're wanted, but might suffering emotionally as well.

reality in life, spirits are tested. idealism....is far more beyond idealism, remains as ideal.

就是苯嘛。。。

“。。。只不过是吸收能力比较慢而已。。。”
笨就是苯嘛，什么吸收能力比较慢。何必兜圈圈呢！
自己就是一个很好的例子了。就是苯嘛。